Caffeine Coma: My Battle with an Addictive Personality
6/16/20261 min read
I have way too much caffeine. I have a super addictive personality, and once I start I can't stop. I waste easy too much money in coffee shops, and at 7 brew. I get so tired during the day, and when I crash in even more tired. So I just drink more and more coffee to stay awake. I look forward to the day school starts, and I can take naps again!
That brings me to today. I get a coffee, then I sit to drink it. I get lost in my phone, and all of a sudden a couple hours has past. This happens all the time, anytime I sit down really. At home when this happens I get very tired and I have to have a nap. Even after I have coffee, energy drinks are worse.
I was working on my blog tonight, and my son's phone was with me. I thought he was having problems, he wasn't. So I erased it again. I did one time before. He was understandably upset. I do things like that, and I don't mean to. This stupid brain injury affects my impulsiveness, which is why I spend way too much. I live in an amazing city, but where I live is surrounded by stores and food. Everytime I drive down the street I get tempted to buy food. My kids always ask and I forget I've already been. I have to get over that I have no idea how much I spend. That is also the problem. I don't know if anyone else deals with this. I think that's enough for today. I will be back tomorrow or In a couple of days